May 2013
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carterblack replied to your post: carterblack replied to your post: laughin’ at… i’d like to state right now that i will never have more than five ok goodbYE FIVE?
May 18th
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carterblack replied to your post: laughin’ at jade’s 974508794 characters THERE’S ONLY THREE. For now.
May 18th
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laughin’ at jade’s 974508794 characters
May 18th
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carterblack:
May 14th
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carterblack:
May 14th
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hannah-johansen replied to your post: hannah-johansen replied to your post: every time i… And 1D. And hot tubs. And San Diego. those last two are not even a little bit my fault… okay maybe the hot tubs a microscopic bit
May 14th
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carterblack: drewphillipslovesyou: every time i see a cupcake i miss this rp so much it hurts
May 14th
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hannah-johansen replied to your post: every time i see a cupcake i miss this rp so much… OH GOD THIS. i’m sorry i ruined cupcakes for everyone ;___;
May 14th
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every time i see a cupcake i miss this rp so much it hurts
May 14th
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May 14th
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April 2013
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i thought of you, while in the shower and i thought of how nice it’d be to have your things among my things along the bathtub’s edge and i imagined myself running out of soap and using yours and wearing you to work, and the grocery store and i imagined that night, laying down beside you and smelling your neck and finding out where all my soap had gone
Apr 7th
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Video Journal #503 - (Airport in Tuscany)
[[MORE]] Drew looks four different kinds of nervous and a little confused. He holds the camera shakily in one hand, much like his first video diary. “Come on boys,” he says, pressing on a wavering smile. “Hitch up the wagon. We’ve got a ticket to LA.” Drew looks around and sucks in a panicked breathe. “This should be fun. … Right?”
Apr 7th
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Video Journal #483 - (Apartment in Tuscany)
[[MORE]] “You’ll never guess what aired last night,” Drew says groggily. There are bags under his eyes and the stubble on his face is thicker than usual. His hair is rumpled and matted, his shirt wrinkled and stained. It was one hell of a night. “Yeah. I know. I just… the past few weeks have been so awkward. Watching myself fuck up on tv, and then having everyone...
Apr 7th
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Video Journal #406 - (Apartment in Tuscany)
[[MORE]] Drew looks relaxed and a little older- more mature? Than you saw him last. He’s not taller, but a little more muscular, and the roundness of his cheeks has faded into rough cheekbones and a strong jawline. His sunshine face is covered in light stubble. The sparkling eyes are really all that’s left of Drew’s softneed, but then, what else do you really need?  His...
Apr 7th
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Video Journal #313 - (Apartment in Tuscany)
[[MORE]] “Well, here I am in Tuscany!” Drew chirps, and he looks content, if a little tired. Dust covers half his red hoodie in brown. “Um, I’m still kind of moving in, but what I’ve seen so far is great!” He nods happily. “I don’t know why it took me so long to get here, to be honest,” Drew jokes, “It’s like it was made for me....
Apr 7th
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Apr 5th
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Video Journal #308
[[MORE]] “I’m going to Italy when the week is up,” Drew says quickly, but there’s an air of hope around him even as he frowns nervously. “Germany just feels like it’s over for me now, and it would be really easy to just stay here and let all this ick take over, but…” Drew shrugs, uncertain of his exact reasons. “I promised myself I...
Apr 2nd
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Video Journal #198 - (In Drew's German Apartment)
[[MORE]] Drew’s drunk again, but it’s different this time. Drew and the camera are lying on the bed, and Drew’s staring at the ceiling, too afraid to look directly at his ‘audience’. “Carter Black,” he says out loud, tasting the name on his tongue. He giggles, and then- “How do I begin to explain Carter Black?” There’s a laughing sob....
Apr 2nd
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Video Journal #162 - (Drew's Apartment in Germany)
[[MORE]] “Guess what?” Drew is drunk. It’s easy to tell, by the slur of the words, in the uneven blinking of his eyes. “Germany sucks just as much as France did. And just as much as San Diego did. Just as much as… No, not as much as Phoenix did. Nothing sucks that bad. But everything sucks.” Drew takes a long, thoughtful swig of some unidentified liquid in a...
Apr 2nd
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Video Journal #85 - (A Supply Closet in Patrice's...
[[MORE]] Drew is standing in a storage closet in a stained black chef’s coat, flushed but happy. “Alright, I don’t have long. Sorry. Patrice got a late order for this huge party later tonight, and I’ve been making cake all day. Well, almost.” Drew giggles, giddy on the high of happiness. “Amazing things happened this morning. Okay, just saying it like it...
Apr 2nd
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Video Journal #72 - (Drew's Apartment in Germany)
[[MORE]] “It’s so weird. Germany is much better than I thought it would be.” Drew looks happy and relaxed in a too-large white sweater he’s not entirely sure belongs to him. “I mean, who thinks ‘pastries’ when they hear ‘Germany’? Um, no one. At the most you think of, like, those wooden clocks with the freaky birds, and you’re just...
Apr 2nd
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Video Journal #65 - (Drew's Apartment in Paris)
[[MORE]] Drew is frowning determinedly down at his hands as he says- “I’m going to Germany.” As if he has to explain, Drew backpedals furiously, afraid of offending his trusty camera. “Look, I know I said I wanted the full Paris Experience, but two months of the Paris Experience is almost more than I can take.” Drew rolls his eyes at the idea. “It’s...
Apr 1st
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Video Journal #25 - (Drew's Apartment in Paris)
[[MORE]] Drew is speaking before the video starts, and you only hear the second half of the sentence. “-happened to me today!” He’s practically vibrating with excitement, glancing around the small apartment like someone is going to pop up and share this joy with him. “Patrice von Gertz came by class today. Yeah. I know! And, oh my god, she said she wanted to meet me, so...
Apr 1st
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Video Journal #5 - (Hotel Room in Paris)
[[MORE]] Drew is smiling. He looks good, the colour in his cheeks nice against his shirt. More importantly, he looks healthy, even though he’s got bags under his eyes. His grin lights up the dirty hotel room. There are nerves around his edges, though, and sometimes his smile borders on manic. “Big news. Big, big news,” Drew says, jumping a little and the frame shakes....
Apr 1st
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Video Journal #1- (Airport in Paris)
[[MORE]] Drew’s shirt fills the screen at first, all white sweater and softness, and then he drops down, looking straight into the lens with sad, tired eyes. Drew look like utter shit, to be honest. He goes to speak, and then hesitates, sighing and rolling his shoulders. “I left the house,” he says, softly, but there’s no pain there. What is, is. “No one knows...
Apr 1st
March 2013
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Mar 30th
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Mar 28th
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